Well, I have A LOT to catch up on on this blog, house projects, holidays, etc. But I'm not quite ready for all that yet. My post today is about goals.
I've set a lot of goals in my life. A lot of them revolve around weight loss, and I hate that. Last night as I sat in bed thinking about how I've been unsuccessful in most of those goals, I thought about one goal I've completed recently. I knocked it out of the ball park in fact.
When I was pregnant with Ami, I blogged about breastfeeding. You can see that post here. I talked about giving it another shot because it was one big disappointment with Beth. I hate failing, and I really felt like I failed breastfeeding with Beth.
I remember when Beth was a few weeks old, I was talking to Katie Hobson at church. She said, "Hey it didn't work out this time, but you can totally do it with your next baby!" She told me a story about her sister or sister in law, who didn't breastfeed her first, but was successful with all her others. And at the time I just shook my head and said, "yeah, maybe." But it always stuck with me.
So, when Amielia was born, I had a goal of breastfeeding for 6 weeks. Which seemed really short, and an eternity at the same time. I questioned everything, my ability to produce milk, if my baby would latch, if jaundice would be an issue we'd have to deal with, if I'd cave and go with what was familiar to me, formula. But I set the goal, and started out on a hard 6 weeks.
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| Getting breastfeeding started in the hospital |
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| Happy baby after breastfeeding |
I'm really really really happy to say that I blew that goal out
of the water and breastfed for
18 MONTHS.
of the water and breastfed for
18 MONTHS.
Some people thought I was crazy for breastfeeding so long, but honestly, when you put so much effort into planning and fight so hard to do something, you don't just stop after a year.
| My happy 1 year old! |
When Ami was 6 months old I accepted a position as a Breastfeeding Peer Counselor for Southwest District Health. This position has been wonderful, and it's really shown me the impact breastfeeding can have, which is another reason I didn't stop breastfeeding between 6 and 12 months.
It wasn't always easy, like every other mom I had latch issues at first, questioned my supply the entire time, Ami decided biting was fun to do off and on for the last 9 months of breastfeeding, and it took patience, lots of it. But I am so happy that I can say I did it. I did it. I breastfed my baby without giving her an ounce of formula. Without giving up. And after 18 months I can say, it was WORTH IT.
Now, on to some other goals that have been pending for YEARS.
Until next time, which I hope is soon, Happy Blogging!










